emo emo emo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

这几个星期下来，

心情一直没有好过！

even去了一趟旅行，

可心情就怎么也好不起来！

几乎每天都把枕头给弄湿了，脑袋才愿意放空然后睡去！

这一切，都是我一直以来的负面思考！

我真的很差劲！

差到我自己都无法接受我自己！

去了一趟不开心的旅行！

新加坡人，真是差透了！

新加坡人真的很骄傲！

可以的话，我不会再去这个国家！

虽然那里的环境真的很不错，政府把整个国家管理得太好了!
可我对它的人民实在很不满意！

我想要大声说：我真的真的真的真的真的很不开心！

我想要把自己灌醉，让自己暂时沉溺在一个放空的状态里！
没有牵挂，没有依靠！

我很想不要去想负面的东西，我真的控制不了我的brain!!!!!!!!!!
我是不是要多一点社交活动才可以让我的心情好起来呢？



u noe how much i miss u????
i miss u like breathe~~~
Seriously, i cannt without u in my life!
i noe not even one person can say forever,
but i hope so tis is my forever forever n forever!!!
u say "hope so"??? NO! is FOR SURE!!!!
pls~~~~~~~~~
dun give me any promises again again!!!!
i noe u treat me is very good,but sometimes i felt tat some insecurity has disappeared!
i began to suspect that I was not important to u?
we r no quarrel, we r no "cold war"!!!!!
the biggest problem is I MISS U very much!
recently u din initiative to say "i miss u"!!!
i noe i not a prefect gf,
in you have a trouble, i cannt help u to settle!!!
at least can by ur side,
but...........in tis "at least" i oso cannt to do it!!!!!!!!!
i blame myself!!!!!
well, i noe tis is our ordeal!!!!
can us through tis ordeal????